Sun
Mar
1
Recently, since basketball ending, I have had a lot of free time. That is when I think about my life. What is it I think about? It’s easy:
1) Now
2) Soon
3) Later
a) I’d like to have a lover, but as a good friend always tells me “You’re only 17 little man, you’ll get all the girls in college. You’re adorable.”…. Why is it that such advice only sticks in my head long enough until I complain about that situation again?
b) What will I be doing in 3 or 4 months. High school will end. I get mixed thoughts of how great or difficult college will be. But that’s the beauty of it; College is difficult and great thing. I just need to decide which one I want to go to.
c) I worry about money sometimes, like if I’ll have the job I need that provides me with enough money to make a successful living. I have a good plan, and I hope most of it comes through. Or if it changes itself for the better =)
Accomplishments for the weekend: Made $40 reffing, practiced guitar, cleaned car, made a playlist of 1900 songs to listen to (inspired by Sister), and made Enchiladas.
Sun
Feb
22
I think it’s ok to notice things that I am annoyed by. There’s lots of stuff that annoy people, and I’m just in such fine tune to point them out to myself, or just blurt them out.
But damn, there are lots of stuff that annoys me, or just things that I can’t help but make a sour face in confusion to why someone would behave in such manner.
I’d list them now, but I’d feel like a complainer and seem like someone who only wants to point the negative things out in life. That isn’t the case, but until someone agrees, I won’t. That’s if anyone cares much.
Mon
Feb
16
1. My favorite color is orange, hence the orange backpack, the orange camera, and the orange phone. However I don’t like to wear the color orange. Not sure why, but it doesn’t go well with my skin. But somehow holding an orange phone does?
2. My Sister is the biggest influence on my life. We have similar interest in music, style, and hobbies. Just like in the Breakfast Club “I’d probably go and live with my Sister.” Even though Claire says ‘Brother’.
3. On the Varsity basketball team here at JFK, I probably average somewhere between 30 and 50 seconds of playing time per game. And it’s safe to say that I’m not really discouraged by it, I’m a star in things other than high school basketball.
4. Lots of people I know do not like to have their pictures taken for one reason or another, I on the other hand love it! I feel important when my picture is taken, and whoever is taking my picture may feel joyful to finally have someone who cooperates with them.
5. It was my New Years Resolution 4 years ago to give up drinking soda. I have accomplished my goal, and it has been over 30 months since I have tasted soda.
6. My mom raised me to follow through with everything I do and not give up for the reason of being upset or bored. She’s told me that I would be glad that I stuck through with it someday, and she is always right about that. I still put up an argument with her though.
7. I love texting, but some people really suck at it. What’s worse is that everyone has the same personality via texting as they do in person, so there really is no “different conversation atmosphere” people claim to experience.
8. I love giving and receiving gifts, and I wish all people could receive my gifts. I am quite irritated by when people won’t accept gifts or compliments. The way I see it, I’m doing something nice for you, so why don’t you do something nice for me and accept it and thank me. Even if you claim to “hate” when people give you things, do you hate to realize that you are important in my life.
9. I love making people laugh by either sarcasm, rude humor, acting dumb or confused, telling jokes, or making fun of myself. These types of humor all tie in together to form my personality.
10. I write down funny events and dialogue I encounter. I hope to be able to do something with all this humor someday, but at least it packs many memories.
11. I enjoy listening to many subgenres of rock music… and Taylor Swift.
12. On thing I think about quite often; “What is it like to have a child and bring him/her to the playground and watch them play.” I’ll never know how it feels until I experience it.
13. My favorite food is Macaroni and Cheese. Only Kraft brand, no others, it just doesn’t taste as good.
14. I can’t help but look at someone with a sense of curiosity whenever he or she says “Ouch!” when they bump their arm on a chair. Because just wait till you split your head open and you don’t have the time or energy to say “Ouch!” Then you’ll see the world just as I do, if not clearer.
15. Spell check doesn’t do much for me because I almost always use proper punctuation, spelling, and capitalization. And it might annoy some kids, but why?
16. I wish I was better looking, but don’t we all?
17. I am most afraid of a bad guy killing my family. And I think watching movies about that only makes me have a greater fear.
18. I love the beach, and some day I will live close enough to the beach to go everyday.
19. The phrase “I love you” is used too loosely these days, and I wish that there was a feeling between like and love, but it could be expressed in other words than “love.”
20. I contradict a lot of things that I think and say. Cause I used to say “I love you” to tons of people. But now I wish I hadn’t.
21. Sometimes I think that when I wish for something, it shows weakness and that I have come to the last resort of begging for something to nobody. But I wish a lot.
22. I am lucky to have not passed out and drowned in the pool.
23. Quotes are great. Sometimes I think I should have wrote down or kept them all in a place to look at. ‘Cause they usually make sense to me, and the good ones pertain to my life.
24. I live by my golden rule. I treat people the way I want them to treat me, and if I don’t do it perfectly, well it’s because I don’t deserve to be treated perfectly by each and every person.
25. Mad is not the feeling used to describe a way I feel. It’s annoying when someone assumes that I am mad at another person. There are so many other feelings that I could have other than mad.
Sun
Feb
15
So; cool man, I get to miss school on Friday. And we stop at a hotel right before the Grape Vine on Thursday night and oh damn, I leave my pillow there. So let’s hope I can get it back somehow.
So we tour Fullerton on Friday in the pouring rain. So that sorta sucked. Then we had a neat fancy expensive steak dinner. Staying at Sister’s RULES! :)
Saturday is the Northridge tour. Saw the Uninvited with Sister. That movie was great! Came home and watch the Dunk Contest.
And today; slept in until 10:00. And we went to brunch with Sister’s friend. Did some apartment shopping and also some dining roomtable shopping.
Here’s where the fun begins; we go to Mom’s hotel and want to swim in the heated indoor pool. And 15 minutes into my ignominous swim, I headbutt the floor of pool. In shock I get to the edge of the pool and gather my thoughts of how lucky I am to not have been a lifeguard who passes out and dies in a hotel pool. Which is she my mom notices the blood running down my face.
So now I am all butterfly bandaged up, eating some BK Chicken Fries, with a massive headache, and messed up chlorinated hair. This shit better be all healed up and not a nasty inch and a half gash in the middle of my forehead in the morning.
Thank you Siater to tending to me and keeping me company and positive about it. I love you a ton!
HOT DAMN!
Sun
Feb
8
Had a great one, it was against Irvington, we won. And I started.
We went out to see Taken, which is one of the greatest movies in the world, I really wanna see it again. That dude has MAD SKILLS, like James Bond and Die Hard put together.
Busy, crappy day tomorrow.
Won’t be at school on Friday; I’m leaving for LA on Thursday night for the Fullerton/Northridge tour, Pepper’s Birthday, Valentine’s Day, and to have some fun with the family. I love them!
